Exodus

For many like me, it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Today I was reminded of that light, That like the children of Israel, I am walking through the wilderness on my way to promise land, Like the children of Israel, I am prone to lamentation wanting to cling…

We are perfect

As I watch the sun rise, I am reminded my existence is purposeful. I felt like I needed to say that, for those who are troubled by they inner thoughts telling them they will not make it. For those who are surrounded by many yet feel alone, wondering if loneliness is written in their life…

Today

This morning she rose, before the sun's rays could be exposed. Today she decided that she would not sell herself short, That she would not allow her appearance to call the shots. Today she had an epiphany through the pain she bore, The very one that keeps her awake at night, looking to the sky…

Rise

They say not to be afraid, They say to be strong and brave, As if that's all it truly takes for one to be ok once more. They say that I would not make it, They said I was living and breathing self inflicted pain, Little did I fully comprehend the evil they were tryna…

Weight

I hoped I would not relapse, That I would keep smiling. See I do love my life, Appreciate every hurdle I face, But what I hate, Is being reminded of faith or being told its fate. I hoped I would be okay by now, At peace with deep within, Being the pillar I wished they…

Fractured soul

They said it was all going to be okay, Yet I find myself hurting over the same things over and over again. "Life isn't fair", is the lesson I take way from all this, As I try once more to keep my head held high. Do I really want to make it? Do I really…

Dear Diary

I needed to put something down on paper, something to remind me that I am alive. See, I haven't been thinking about it lately. More like refusing to let my mind go there, yet I still feel like its in the driver seat, this thing... Sometimes I wish they would just listen, most of the…

Sigh

Everyday I sit on my bed, starring at my ceiling, Dreaming of a life, a life that may never come true. They say to have hope, to keep on believing. Little do they know that faith doesn't come easy to the ones with continuous racing minds. In my little life of experience, I have learned…

Lesson

A lesson she would never learn; not relying on another to be her sunshine. They say we once use to be angels before we got placed in our mothers wombs. Never had they explained that our angelic nature would become like that of a dog with rabies. A lesson she would never learn; allow herself…

Him (part 2)

He who use to over power her, holding her wrist whispering words in her ears. He who use to make her shed tear, lock herself listening to his voice every evening unable to sleep. He who hates to see her smile, pulling her away from what she once loved. He who is the worse thing…