Mental Health Awareness

About 400 million people suffer from mental health disorders worldwide, and that's just the recorded cases. 400 million...Some playing the violin with their wrists hoping someone would hear the melody, Some passionately swimming in pools of alcohol trying to drown their pain,Some silently screaming their lungs out hoping that someone would peep through the windows…

Her

Indulged in pain, she has to watch over her, Swallowed up by emotions, she has to monitor hers, See, she has always been her guardian, carefully evaluating, assessing her stature preventing another relapse. Unsure of what to do, she carefully observes, Afraid of getting too close, she selectively detaches all emotions from her soul, See,…

Oxymoronic expressions

They don't understand when you speak, Toss meaningless words at you that could have been better constructed if thought was put behind it, They don't listen when you speak, Refusing to accept that you maybe right as you express your need for a better support system they thought they provided It's funny how we only…

Hope

Today, things were meant to be ok, Today, I was going to be stronger than ever, Today, I was filled with hope and joy, yet every time things blossom, a dark cloud rains acid, bringing death before they could bare any fruits. I refused to allow myself to be defeated by life, yet I wonder…

Dear Diary

I needed to put something down on paper, something to remind me that I am alive. See, I haven't been thinking about it lately. More like refusing to let my mind go there, yet I still feel like its in the driver seat, this thing... Sometimes I wish they would just listen, most of the…

Claim

Exception is the root of all pain, in her racing mind only God knows what goes through her brain. Tired of playing this game called life, a race with its ever ending finish line. Building an archive of faces and tags, surely they will not blame her once their relationship's course hits a zag. They…

ME

What goes on in my mind? Mostly blank spaces as I stare through the air with absolutely no purpose. Unlike the ordinary mind, I can't explain my thought process though I love talking, which often equals a complete disaster. To those around me, I have a fun "creative with lots of potential", probably the next…

Only…

If only her dreams could become reality; the blissful zone of eternal joy and laughter. She has understood that such may not be her daily bread, that dreams remain dreams. As the sunrises, she looks outside her window, awaiting for the birds to sign their song. It gets gloomy around this time; days shorter and…

Him (part 2)

He who use to over power her, holding her wrist whispering words in her ears. He who use to make her shed tear, lock herself listening to his voice every evening unable to sleep. He who hates to see her smile, pulling her away from what she once loved. He who is the worse thing…

Thoughts…

I just want to leave this dreadful hole, feeling trapped about to blow.  My world is caving is, the walls so heavy pressing against my chest, gasping for air, tears escape my eyes.  Weakness they call it, sadness I call it, strength he calls it. The weak being that I am, breaking down all over…