Fractured soul

They said it was all going to be okay, Yet I find myself hurting over the same things over and over again. "Life isn't fair", is the lesson I take way from all this, As I try once more to keep my head held high. Do I really want to make it? Do I really…

Bearable

Her little world crumbles down, The pain of struggling to reach her dreams is more real than ever "I wish all could be ok", she thinks to herself, not knowing what to do next Nothing soothes her wounds anymore, No talks of faith or physical shoulder to cry on. "They just don't understand the pain…

Hope

Today, things were meant to be ok, Today, I was going to be stronger than ever, Today, I was filled with hope and joy, yet every time things blossom, a dark cloud rains acid, bringing death before they could bare any fruits. I refused to allow myself to be defeated by life, yet I wonder…

Silence

Writing use to come naturally to me. A words overflowing in my mind, words I am unable to utter. My silence was expressed on paper, My deepest feeling; pain and hurt But lately, I haven't been feeling at all; no pain, no hurt most of all no love. Everything is just gone. My ability to…

Burden

There comes a time in my life where I feel sad, broken down beyond repair. Where the hopes of tomorrow don't matter, Where I want to be left alone yet loved. I always wondered why I allow myself to feel my darkest pain, If its my burden to bare. Sometimes its easier to blame the…

Truth

Do what extent am I supposed to be? I often ask myself this question when my world comes crumbling down, which in my "perfect world" it is always. Miss judged and understood by everyone around me, I ask myself if I really want to be understood. Putting these thoughts on paper stimulate tears to run…

Lesson

A lesson she would never learn; not relying on another to be her sunshine. They say we once use to be angels before we got placed in our mothers wombs. Never had they explained that our angelic nature would become like that of a dog with rabies. A lesson she would never learn; allow herself…

Him (part 2)

He who use to over power her, holding her wrist whispering words in her ears. He who use to make her shed tear, lock herself listening to his voice every evening unable to sleep. He who hates to see her smile, pulling her away from what she once loved. He who is the worse thing…

Campaign of life

This an explainable want to escape, It's a feeling I just can't explain. Life is not as perfect as they show in those videotapes, Where you go to school, graduate and pouff! Gone the migraines. Yet they seem to forget this detail everytime they campaign, Persuading you that this system will make you better than…

Thoughts…

I just want to leave this dreadful hole, feeling trapped about to blow.  My world is caving is, the walls so heavy pressing against my chest, gasping for air, tears escape my eyes.  Weakness they call it, sadness I call it, strength he calls it. The weak being that I am, breaking down all over…