Poetry

Morning

Hands shivering, heart pounding, the sun no where to be found, Pillow soiled, eye lids involuntarily shut, stinging headache, All mornings have been like this, spells lasting more than others. Prolonged bathroom breaks, mirror avoidance, silent echoes of silent cries, Noting down emotions, 8 consecutive weeks of putting on a brave face holding on to… Continue reading Morning

Poetry

Stages of pain

Going through the motions, internalized emotions, fueling not so accurate perceptions, This all happening to her, hidden thoughts of is this real, maybe it is all true, I must have done this to myself. Going through it emotionally displaying through physically expression known to the common tongue as tears, The sudden surge of unexplainable most… Continue reading Stages of pain

Poetry

Perplexed

ABBA, Good news was received, ABBA, good things are said to come forth, so why is my chest aching I'm perplexed, unable to fathom what all this means, I'm perplexed, in fear of letting go I'm perplexed, dwelling in the pond formed by the liquid in my eyes ABBA, good news was recieved today, So… Continue reading Perplexed

Poetry

Longing

Rolling warm water droplets upon thy's face, That's what happens when one forgets to breathe Aching shell, the manifestation of thy's inner turmoils I hate the cold, reminder of one's fragile nature Longing for salvation, the catalyst of hope, Tormented by thy's thoughts, with the hindrance in expression, one silently looks to the sky, As… Continue reading Longing

Poetry

Rain

With a touch of cold, you appeared in the sky, soaking every aspect of me, I almost forgot how you feel, a feeling I do not miss. In rumbling skies, you appeared unannounced, wetting everything in your path, I nearly had forgotten the mood that accompanied your presence. With knocks, you creep up at the… Continue reading Rain

Poetry

Quiet

Needing to be understood, she did the impossible, Hoping to be heard, she gathered the strength to talk Wanna talk? they all love to say, but when she finally speaks, little do they take in Understanding we are all not the same is the only energy she can feed on Understanding that things are the way… Continue reading Quiet

Poetry

I’ll be ok

Out here tryna make it, but you keep clipping my wings, Out here tryna make it, but you keep on shutting down my dreams, I know struggle, I know pain, wondering if this is not hate. See, in the past few years I have tried to understand you, Studied your reasons of actions and being.… Continue reading I’ll be ok

Poetry

Weight

I hoped I would not relapse, That I would keep smiling. See I do love my life, Appreciate every hurdle I face, But what I hate, Is being reminded of faith or being told its fate. I hoped I would be okay by now, At peace with deep within, Being the pillar I wished they… Continue reading Weight

Poetry

Father

I know you are up there somewhere, In your beautiful realm watching me from above. Today hasn't been the best day, Being tested; stupid rules, anxiety at its peak, expectations to fulfill. Sometimes I wish You could just take me away, Fulfilling my heart with joy and peace - the great escape. I want to… Continue reading Father

Poetry

Her

Each time i speak about her, they tell me to show more respect. See I don't hate her, I despise the cruel being within her, Unleashing its wrath upon my broken heart. See, I don't hate her, I am saddened by the constant reminder of my flaws, Judged withing the place I supposedly call home.… Continue reading Her