Do what extent am I supposed to be?

I often ask myself this question when my world comes crumbling down, which in my "perfect world" it is always. Miss judged and understood by everyone around me, I ask myself if I really want to be understood. Putting these thoughts on paper stimulate tears to run down my face, being the burden I feared…

Rise

They say not to be afraid, They say to be strong and brave, As if that's all it truly takes for one to be ok once more. They say that I would not make it, They said I was living and breathing self inflicted pain, Little did I fully comprehend the evil they were tryna…

Silence

Writing use to come naturally to me. A words overflowing in my mind, words I am unable to utter. My silence was expressed on paper, My deepest feeling; pain and hurt But lately, I haven't been feeling at all; no pain, no hurt most of all no love. Everything is just gone. My ability to…

Adulting…

The dream of this little girl seems to be falling apart. Faith is the only shoulder to cry on she has, as the walls shatter in front of her. Being an adult is not as easy as they make it seem; bills to pay, people counting on you. In all of this they forget to…

Her break

Some call him a distraction, she calls him hope... Their paths crossed like any ordinary young souls would; at an event like any other with no particular intent of acquiring intimacy. Perfection would be one of his best attributes, yet his young mind does not see it yet, so humble she can't help but blush…

Indefinite

No one ever tells you that you might just fall out of love, That the butterflies you once felt will suddenly fade, leaving a blank space. No one ever tells you how hard it will be, To keep smiling when he upsets you and forgets about you. No one ever tells you that... Is it…

Do you really know what love is;

Do you really know what love is? Have you felt the butterflies in your tummy when you see her walk through the door? The shivers you get when sense her presence a mile away. The need to protect her and display your tenacity to hold her world together before she even asks. Do you really…

Eyes

I look outside the window, the breeze blowing through the trees, gentle as a water droplets on a leave. If only the world was so simple, I can't help but wonder. What would it feel like to be those trees, soothed by the breezes whisper. In my perfect world, people can read my mind. See…

Why…

Why is it so hard for you to acknowledge your wrongs, to tap out of your comfort zone for her, Is she not worth seeing you at your lowest? Seeing you when you do not want her to? Why is it so hard for you to put her first, to understand her pain and act…

“Cool breeze…”

He smiled at her; in his eyes, so much care she could not ignore. Blinded by the thought of being judged, he held her hand pulled her close and whispered in her ear... He seems to have taken away all her insecurities, this mysterious being that opened his arms so wide and held her. Pulling…