Enough

Thought she was fine, blissfully going about her day, Thought she was getting better, unconsciously smiling from ear to ear, Thought it was all over, able to resume as if nothing happened, All it took was a little disappointment, one bestowed on by her intellect reminding her that she can do better, All it took…

Propel

Getting closer to spreading her wings, she has hope again. The world hasn't entirely been fair, expecting her to compete yet sets rules that automatically disqualifies her. They say "good things come to those who wait", but how long will she have to wait before reaching her big break. They say, "if you want something…

Lumier

Sometimes I wake up feeling blue, At times I feel like Imma lose, In all those moments, tears rush to my eye balls fighting to escape, In every instance, I grow weary of the future that lies ahead. See my anxiety gets the best of me, whispering words of regret, fear and pain, Reminding me…

Weight

I hoped I would not relapse, That I would keep smiling. See I do love my life, Appreciate every hurdle I face, But what I hate, Is being reminded of faith or being told its fate. I hoped I would be okay by now, At peace with deep within, Being the pillar I wished they…

Things

"They don't seem to get any better," I cry out deep within. Feeling like an outcast in my closest circles, unable to grasp the concept of "relationship" building, I have labeled myself as a loner.   Feeling pain in every word spoken to me Finding it difficult to keep my head held high, I have…

Hope

Today, things were meant to be ok, Today, I was going to be stronger than ever, Today, I was filled with hope and joy, yet every time things blossom, a dark cloud rains acid, bringing death before they could bare any fruits. I refused to allow myself to be defeated by life, yet I wonder…

Dear Diary

I needed to put something down on paper, something to remind me that I am alive. See, I haven't been thinking about it lately. More like refusing to let my mind go there, yet I still feel like its in the driver seat, this thing... Sometimes I wish they would just listen, most of the…

Silence

Writing use to come naturally to me. A words overflowing in my mind, words I am unable to utter. My silence was expressed on paper, My deepest feeling; pain and hurt But lately, I haven't been feeling at all; no pain, no hurt most of all no love. Everything is just gone. My ability to…

Lesson

A lesson she would never learn; not relying on another to be her sunshine. They say we once use to be angels before we got placed in our mothers wombs. Never had they explained that our angelic nature would become like that of a dog with rabies. A lesson she would never learn; allow herself…

Him (part 2)

He who use to over power her, holding her wrist whispering words in her ears. He who use to make her shed tear, lock herself listening to his voice every evening unable to sleep. He who hates to see her smile, pulling her away from what she once loved. He who is the worse thing…