Dear Diary

I needed to put something down on paper, something to remind me that I am alive. See, I haven't been thinking about it lately. More like refusing to let my mind go there, yet I still feel like its in the driver seat, this thing... Sometimes I wish they would just listen, most of the…

Lesson

A lesson she would never learn; not relying on another to be her sunshine. They say we once use to be angels before we got placed in our mothers wombs. Never had they explained that our angelic nature would become like that of a dog with rabies. A lesson she would never learn; allow herself…

Him (part 2)

He who use to over power her, holding her wrist whispering words in her ears. He who use to make her shed tear, lock herself listening to his voice every evening unable to sleep. He who hates to see her smile, pulling her away from what she once loved. He who is the worse thing…

Wise ones

The sense of wonder fills her head, wonder of how life would have been if only she had made different choices in life. We often see cracks within our elders that we wish we hadn't. Cracks that make you question life and their wisdom, cracks that make you wonder if you would be better of…

Broken winged angel

Frightened to lose me he held me so tightly, unable to utter these words; stay, I need you...

Eyes

I look outside the window, the breeze blowing through the trees, gentle as a water droplets on a leave. If only the world was so simple, I can't help but wonder. What would it feel like to be those trees, soothed by the breezes whisper. In my perfect world, people can read my mind. See…

Campaign of life

This an explainable want to escape, It's a feeling I just can't explain. Life is not as perfect as they show in those videotapes, Where you go to school, graduate and pouff! Gone the migraines. Yet they seem to forget this detail everytime they campaign, Persuading you that this system will make you better than…

Hush

Sometimes silence is the best voice of comfort... Alone looking at the window, The lone feeling leaving me hollow, "I should snap out of it", I supposed, "Find a hobbie", they all proposed, Not wanting to speak, I hold my silence, Body soul running out of balance, "I'm ok" my favourite melody, "Can I be…

Twenty-three

Twenty-three... The age were you finally learn to take care of yourself, the beginning of your independence.  You are either finishing your studies due to little hurdles that came your way called life/starting your professional life in the workplace, in all this you still trying to find your feet.  Pulled by all forces of life;…

Yet another day passes…

Living up to people's expectations is something her mind blocks her from doing, that not me, she thinks to herself... thoughts that only she can hear.  Another day passes by, the more helpless she feels. It's her birthday today, the day of joy it should be, but to her, it is just another day, another…