Her

Each time i speak about her, they tell me to show more respect. See I don't hate her, I despise the cruel being within her, Unleashing its wrath upon my broken heart. See, I don't hate her, I am saddened by the constant reminder of my flaws, Judged withing the place I supposedly call home.…

Untitled

I woke up this morning, needing to be the pillar of strength for someone really dear to me. For many, our internal demons seem to be more vivid than we would like them to be. This goes out to a very close being, a soul that I let down yet has always been there for…

It

I longed for you for so long, I longed for what I was told you bring. Thought I had you at last, but i was wrong... It pains me to say you are just a fairy tale, A tale little me believed in over and over again. Trapped in confusion, my heart is frail... Listen,…

Race

My mind races again, thoughts of unhappiness crawl back in For some odd reason i feel so alone, rejected by those closest to me...   Today I do not have rhyming couplets, no sense of rhythm within me, just words needed to be expressed. I felt like throwing in the towel today, not because of…

Are you okay?

Should I keep running this race called life? Contemplating my existence and purpose, I met an angel, an addition to my guardians...   You are rejected and despised, everyday you look at me...disguised. Disguised under that fake smile and those passionate eyes, but I see through all your lies. The slits on your wrists speak…

Fractured soul

They said it was all going to be okay, Yet I find myself hurting over the same things over and over again. "Life isn't fair", is the lesson I take way from all this, As I try once more to keep my head held high. Do I really want to make it? Do I really…

Angel

Battling with my inner thoughts as being my biggest hurdle. An ongoing racing mind, raging with pure and evil thoughts, I had to find refuge in something. In this life time, I have met souls that have made this walk bearable, perhaps an answer from God.   Today I met an angel, His heart so…

Bearable

Her little world crumbles down, The pain of struggling to reach her dreams is more real than ever "I wish all could be ok", she thinks to herself, not knowing what to do next Nothing soothes her wounds anymore, No talks of faith or physical shoulder to cry on. "They just don't understand the pain…

Things

"They don't seem to get any better," I cry out deep within. Feeling like an outcast in my closest circles, unable to grasp the concept of "relationship" building, I have labeled myself as a loner.   Feeling pain in every word spoken to me Finding it difficult to keep my head held high, I have…

Hope

Today, things were meant to be ok, Today, I was going to be stronger than ever, Today, I was filled with hope and joy, yet every time things blossom, a dark cloud rains acid, bringing death before they could bare any fruits. I refused to allow myself to be defeated by life, yet I wonder…