For the longest time I’ve shied away from feeling, for each time I do I just get so sad and confused.
You know, we often speak about community; not having to go through things on your own, but why do I feel like I’m doing all this on my own.
Day by day, weeks by week, I console myself with the hope that a better future is in sight. And I believe that with all my hearts.
To this there are no buts, just a wish that I could share the highs and low with a physical being or two who would just listen and hold me tightly.
For a while I’ve felt so alone and alone is not a feeling any living being should experience…