Behind the smiles and laughter, sits her thoughts,
Behind the extensive phone conversation displaying her jolly self, sits her mind,
Behind the I’m okay, don’t worry, sits her story,
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Life showed her a glimpse of the what if, the universe ushered her through the or not
Opening up about her fears, her practice,
Reaching out for aid, her baby steps,
Hopeful bliss, her unattainable current constant
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I’m okay, don’t worry