He told me I had not closed that chapter…
Do you blame me?
Am I the monster you paint me out to be, the monster I became because of you
Why do you have so much power over me,
Could it be that we have poisoned each other so badly that it won’t leave our system
That we both carry so extent of evil that resurfaces each time we interact, causing more damage than we anticipated it ever could
He told me that he would not judge me based on you and I…
I am supposed to be happy,
Leave you in the past, allow you to be free of all this negativity
Could it be that ropes where tied and never broken down when our paths differed
That we should have done things the traditional way to ensure that all pieces of our hearts we both shared were returned to their rightful owners
“teach me to let go” I told him…